I was slightly surprised by the question and have no idea if I’ve answered as he expected or if I’ve gone off on a route of my own making having completely missed what he was asking!
However the first colour that came instantly into my mind was Gold!
Now I’m fine with painting my future working career Gold. In fact the sooner I can start finding
victims I mean clients(!) and have a recognised Practice, the sooner I can leave my full-time job! Something I’m itching to do but can’t afford to do right now. So that bit of my future is looking great – and has possibilities of being Gold.
As to the rest. Well at the moment I appear to have built a protective shell around me and I am barring other aspects of my life from my thoughts (mostly).
Seeing Alex the other day did open up the wound rather. Numb was quite a good feeling initially, then I allowed the barrier down and it’s been difficult to reconstruct. I feel safer with the barrier up on that part of my life. That doesn’t mean I’m pushing people away, it just means I need to protect myself from going off down another rabbit-hole! My aim is to be able to think of it in terms of Gold though – with a hue of metallic pink! – Come on I am girlie!!!. That’s my Intention!
So, dear reader, what colour would you paint your future