How I wish I could get through an entire night.
It doesn’t help being so tired all the time.
And “No” – alcohol doesn’t help – it just makes things worse in the long run.
Nor does staying up late
EFT helps to send me back to sleep but somehow having that break in the middle of the night is just not good.
I go through so many days in a daze (oops that rhymes!)
Another letter from the solicitor today confirming the decree nisi has gone through- and enclosing her bill! Of course.
Seeing it all in writing makes it so much more real – and ghastly.
Back to feeling sorry for myself. I so don’t want this.
It is all so surreal. We were having so much fun. Or I thought we were.