I seem to be buzzing with energy! I keep laughing! It’s scary really.
I think I’ve actually started loving myself again. It’s a lovely, lovely feeling and one I’d forgotten it was possible to have.
I know I could crash – probably when Alex and I have to meet up to finalise the divorce – that will be tough because it is still sad. It is still a great waste. But I don’t want a miserable husband. I want one who buzzes (in his own way) the way I am buzzing now.
And if he can’t then I don’t want to be dragged down into something miserable. Having found my buzz I am determined to hang on to it.
I am still sleeping well. Not every night but even my new bad nights are a great deal better than the old good ones!
Hopefully the next part of my recovery will be full of fun filled posts…
Fingers crossed for me