OK I know what that sounds like! But regardless of what you are thinking, what I actually mean is just that.
I would just like some male company – pure and simple. Actually someone to go out with on a friendly basis. And not in a “throw me into bed” sort of way – not yet – at least I don’t think so! Though I suppose it depends on who it is!
I am slightly nervous of ending up with someone ‘on the rebound’ so to speak, so I probably have to be surer than I have ever been in my life, before I even contemplate an emotional and physical relationship again ( and I’m not over the last one yet!) – regardless of what I feel I am missing at the moment.
And the only way I’m going to find anyone is by going out and about!