So this is it! I am now about to leave.
And – and this is completely ludicrous – I just want to turn the clock back to when it all went wrong and sort it out so we’d be doing this together. Leaving here is a massive wrench. Not the leaving the actual house – but leaving on my own – that’s the tough bit. My emotional state is clearly very fragile this morning. I need to get my act together or I’ll be weeping over the movers – which is not a good idea!
I just hate all the “Letting Go” and “Moving On” stuff – but that’s what I’m doing.
Oops!! This post isn’t going too well is it!! Sorry! Maybe I had too much to drink last night! 2 pints of lager is clearly too much for someone who has – by and large – avoided drink for the last 2 years!!! Good evening though – laughed all the way through it – you can’t do anything else with the couple I went out with last night! (Note to self: Caroline you wouldn’t have got to know them so well if Alex hadn’t left you – so don’t be SO stupid!)
This is GOING TO BE FUN.
So – dear reader – I may be gone for a few days – as I don’t have any faith in BT at all!! So my ability to connect to the outside world could be somewhat limited. I shall have to go back to work just to be able to read my emails and write here!!