I keep wondering why I am finding it so so hard living on my own. And it’s just dawned on me (I can be very thick at times!). I never have before in my entire life. Not for any protracted period in my life. I’ve always lived with other people.
I went from home, to house-sharing, to au pairing, to house sharing, to marriage.
So it’s not something I’ve ever had to come to terms with before. And I don’t like it. It’s fine for the occasional few days. But this is now two years.
I am NOT a live on my own type of person.