I woke with a headache to beat all headaches! It seemed to consume my entire body. Even my feet hurt. I wanted someone to massage the pain away. So I called in sick and avoided writing myself off by setting off to work. I went back to bed and I slept!
It’s now midday and I am curled up in bed contemplating how I feel – which is rather washed out.
So today is not a day to think! Difficult that!! But maybe what I mean is not to make decisions on what I’m thinking as today is the sort of day when it would be lovely to be looked after and cossetted and that clearly is not going to happen!!
Today is a day where the Why questions loom large.
Today is a day when looking forward seems rather too daunting and looking back too easy.
Today needs to be a day when I just am and all I should be doing is allowing me some time for myself.
Perhaps that’s what today is for.