Hi, dear reader!
Yet again I’ve woken with the feeling that life has to be better than this. That none of this should be happening to me and that I really believed/believe that Alex still cares.
So I’ve been reminding myself of how far I’ve come. I’ve been re-reading my posts of the end of October and early November when things could have taken a different turn – but didn’t. I’ve come a long way since then.
It’s so useful to have this to look back on (I should do it more – it might stop me endlessly repeating myself!!)
So all I need to do is double the distance I’ve already come and I just might be happy!