Now there’s an interesting question! Even writing it seems ludicrous! But when I really ‘dig deep’ over how I feel and what I want in life it seems to boil down to being scared of ‘letting go’ of my belief in my Very-Soon-To-Be Ex husband and the cast iron certainty that what we are doing is going in the wrong direction!
Anyway whilst I go on believing this no-one on the planet can help me. Apart from – I suppose – the aforementioned husband! And he doesn’t want to! At least he doesn’t at the moment!!
Now every sane person on the planet will be shouting at this blog and saying “For crying out loud Caroline get on with your life!”. And in their shoes I would be doing exactly the same!!
So I leave you with this thought for now: Why am I scared?