At least during the day I have some semblance of control over my wayward thoughts. I can decide which way to go. Up or down! But not when I’m asleep!
And having spent a large percentage of the last 24 hours asleep I have to say I’ve had enough of the dreams!
My body had got to total exhaustion stage yesterday and I slept most of yesterday afternoon, evening and then after a small window of wakefulness – through the night! Which does seem rather a waste of a day – but there was no alternative!! So how come I still feel tired? Well the dreams were chaotic, graphic, romantic and unfair. So I woke – back into the reality – tearful and feeling wronged – all over again!!
Today is a Bank Holiday here in the UK so no work today. I have my French class tonight to prepare for.
And I shall go over, yet again, what I learned at my LC session last week, and hopefully understand more of what I need to do – and possibly how!
I tell you one thing, dear reader, I’ve always said there are more questions than answers to this situation I find myself dumped in and that now applies to the LC sessions as well!!
I suppose the bonus is that, if I concentrate, the questions are forward looking rather than backward! However, confusion still reigns!