No bitterness, no nostaligic looking back just a sad acknowledgement
For me this says it all, and saying it all acknowledges my part in it all.
We loved each other – we just didn’t know how to express it.
And that’s what makes it so sad.
Because for him he didn’t have the courage to take that step to find out, so neither of us could.
This is why I want to learn how to help others. Because of what we lost. Because of what we could have had.
If I can learn to help others find a better route then a lot of good will come out of this.