This has been on the cards for some time and happened this afternoon.
How Alex felt about the meeting I, of course, have no idea. All I know is that from my point of view it was very pleasant and lovely to see him. He stayed for nearly two hours and we chatted about lots of things – including a great deal on NLP!. We kept clear of anything emotional right to the end when he asked me to keep in touch. Well he knows where I am so that’s down to him.
How do I feel now? A bit numb. A bit sad. Do I still find him fancyable? Yes! Which is a tad annoying. I’d planned on not!!
There are probably a whole stack of other emotions which could be hiding waiting to come to the fore. Anger is still not one of them.
I’m going out for a curry this evening. Which is a very good thing!
My future beckons – and I’m moving towards it.
Tomorrow is another day.