I’d done so well today. A bit of shopping. A bit of pampering. Even a short bike ride in the sun – OK only a mile – but I have to start somewhere and I certainly now realise how unfit I’ve become over this last year of no exercise! I even found pumping up the tyres hard work – and as for cycling up a slight hill…… Well clearly a great deal more exercise is needed!!
Anyway just as I thought I had my emotions under control. That I was on the up. What happens but I get a card from Alex. I was expecting a cheque but not the card. And not the message:
“I wanted to write to say that I do want you to be happy and successful and I’m very sorry for all the distress I’ve caused – Love Alex”
My initial reaction was floods of tears!
So much for my “Alexometer” settling – as it has done over the last week or so – at the bottom of the scale. Of course it shot back up to 8/9 ! Brilliant!
It doesn’t take a lot to make me wobble does it!
I need to keep busy. Focused. Forward looking.