It’s either no sleep or dreadful dreams

My mind is being unkind!!

Either I don’t sleep – which is bad news OR

I dream – dreadful unsettling dreams – which is bad news!!  Great!  I so love night times!!

Last night I dreamt Alex and I were climbing a mountain through a forest.  Lots of trees in our way and the path was very wet and slippery. For some reason we parted at one point and then spent  a lot of time searching for each other.  Occasionally we met up (good grief this is bearing a great resemblance to reality!)  – but each time we did Alex kept telling me he’d been diagnosed with Aspergers Syndrome (I have no idea where that came from – dreams can really be odd!) and so wasn’t capable of climbing the mountain or showing emotion.

This is all very well but I don’t exactly feel refreshed from a good night’s sleep.

And I am getting more excercise – I walked quite a bit in London on Saturday – OK I didn’t do much on Sunday but then it was freezing cold (that’s my excuse!).  OK , OK – I need to do more and get fitter – I do know that!  But I wasn’t going out cycling when it’s all icy – I sort of don’t need (or should that be “Kneed”) to do myself any more damage!

My Alexometer has been hovering around 2.00 – 3.00 for the last few days.  Which is OK.  It does go down on occasions when I just want to tell him to go to hell. 

And yes I will admit to a Sunday evening dip when  the Alexometer shot up briefly and I wished Alex was back – and no I don’t know what triggered it.  It just happened.

3 thoughts on “It’s either no sleep or dreadful dreams

  1. Caroline, I think Sigmund would have had a field day with that one. You need to work on the dreams with the Doctor Who character David Tennant in them, at least then the sleep loss might be worth it. 😉 Have a good day young lady. AJ.

    • Worrying isn’t it and rather bizarre! If I am going to have wierd dreams I would like them to be really weird – not just a little bit!! And possibly Alex could get out of them and leave me alone!

  2. Okay define weird, because climbing Mt. Kilimanjaro in your wet clinging bedclothes, with your ex-husband, while he methodically named off the constellations in the Eastern Hemisphere, seems just a little bit over the top to me! Loved the post, later kiddo. AJ

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